I'm torn, and it feels terrible because when I'm finally admitting that I do have feelings for you, I also simultaneously realize that we can never be together. Now we have to figure out what kind of a relationship we can settle for and what kind of a compromise we are willing to make. It will be bad for both of us because we are gonna fall into a vicious cycle of being brutally open and honest, then becoming closer, then wanting more and then realizing that this wouldn't work. I wish we can fall in love like normal people, I wish we can be reckless and not think about consequences, but we can't. Just once I would like an uncomplicated love story that lasts and never give me a heartache.

"Tell my love to wreck it all
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall."